Living Loved

Damn I’m loving this.
Want to hear my idea for a tattooed wedding ring?
It’s nice having a room mate around who is in many ways a soul mate…something I knew the first time I met her.
Doing way better with the second kid than I did with the first one
I can offer to hang out with my parents and when they’re at the cabin…at least I tried and I can go hang out with Chase like I wanted to all along…the only question…when will I get the yard mowed?
I’ve never had so much “family” in so many different places
Plans to go to the cabin…finally
Here’s the hard one – realized some more unhealthy stuff with the first kid…partying at the Cantina…not a problem…needing to fit in, or whatever that was…problem.
Being free to just accept whatever relationship gifts I’m given without even thinking about earning them or whatever that was is so good
Figured out that I still deal with thinking I need to earn love and love is a gift not wages.
It’s really good to not be needed because then when we interact it’s just because…it’s a gift of love…it’s good
Done with random thoughts for tonight

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